Loose Thread (I) by Camille Carter
Associate poetry editor Heath Joseph Wooten on this week’s bonus content: Camille Carter’s “Loose Thread (I)” wields its choppy rhythm to produce a spectacular experience that is at once ars poetica, portrait, and rumination on the undulations of intimacy. Like the poem’s title suggests, Carter leaves much to be chewed upon, many chords left suspended on the wind. This poem is fabulous, full stop.
Loose Thread (I)
you left behind
your coat
disarmed now
of its prosody
bonds of
water will
leak from
button-eyes
must I
sew-on
secure face
I must
make chief
go-to exterior
I am threadbare
when I’m true
I am, at last,
nobody’s keeper
and I admit
my childhood
dolls were
only pretty
bastards
Domestic,
my deficiencies—
last night’s
take-out
left
outside the fridge
A sweater
still
outside
hanging
helpless
on a clothesline
I wait for wind
to bring your ghost.
Like Penelope,
I married
vacancy
rufescent dye
worn on my lips
dies
at catching sight
of your mythic
non-appearance
the bobbin
wound of you
stuttered
at the door
the parchment walls
I paint red bloom
in lieu of you
will match
the wine-
dark of your
sentence
a house
is like
a poem
and
each night
I pull the
thread
It’s true, what they say—
wayfarers
weave
the richest dreams
each day
I wake from underneath
the blanket
of this prose
Camille Carter is a writer, poet, educator, and traveler. Her recent work appears in Poetry, SWWIM Every day, Cider Press Review, Cherry Tree, and elsewhere. She resides in New York, and is currently pursuing her Ph.D. in Comparative Literature.
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